salam aidilfitri

salam..

it's almost a week after 1st of syawal..tp puase enam tk wat lg..huhu..kena settlekn gak soon!

been at muar for 2 days visiting relatives, drove all the way to jb!!seb baik tk msk singapore je..haha

it feels good to hear about everybody else's stories besides mine..there's a whole lot of other things to figure out compared to my eenny beeny problems..pheww..but the downside is, semuorg suruh mntk posting kat johor..plss..nooo..sgt jauh k dr mama...='( (yes, i am still a cry baby at heart)

m not the fan of musicals or theatres,tp really keen on anything that's live on stage..so been planning to watch p.ramlee the musical..it will be a blast i presume..because dear datuk siti's there (a bit bias here,my bad =))

the last time i went to istana budaya was in 2004, because of datuk siti too, watched gema zafana..was really2 great!!rase cam nk berzapin..really2..dh la ade all sorts of zapin..in different speed lagi!!watched dgn nawwal(as always), ina n fatin...feels like ages ago,but it was just 3 years back..

tak bagi any compliments yet to both our angkasawan, here goes to dr. sheikh muszaphar n of course, dr.faiz, CONGRATULATIONS!! make us proud! it gives me a feeling of a strange kind of patriotism here..proves that anything is possible if we put our whole heart n soul to..determination is the key..fr blast off to touchdown, all malaysians will stand proud for both of u!!

SALAM AIDILFITRI

MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

ramadhan~syawal

dh lame tk post entries here..

since eizza, my l'il sis dpn computer 24/7 post-upsr die..i haven't had a chance at all!
n i have no intention at all nk pegi any CC kt campus tuh..

it's the fasting month, holy month of ramadhan..eventhough dah 24 days of ramadhan..counting the days for eidulfitr already, lailatulqadar must not be forgotten guys.. the 10 final nights of ramadhan, looking forward by muslims in the whole world..
spending most of ramadhan berbuke puase di kg. baru, terawih prayers at masjid kg. baru too..

can u imagine??even last day of puase pon ade kelas lagi...the following day dh syawal..thank god my home's just around the corner..not really corner la, kena lalu federal,npe etc2..can imagine the traffic that evening...kena pack up some dates n water be4 balik nnt..keep in mind..

just seen dr.atika's fotopages of her wedding day..tibe2 rase bestnye ade wedding..it was really breathtaking..can't wait for my big day nnt..o oh..dah imagining ridiculous things dah ni..for the reception, lotsa lotsa flowers...i'm thinking off-white colour theme..hmm..how bout garden style?my mom sure sokong nye..hehe..ooopss, focus2!! not now la kn..wedding2 ni,we KIV 3 years nnt? ;p

ok, dh mengarut dh entry ni..
anyway, to muslims, selamat menghabiskn hari2 terakhir berpuase..
happy eidulfitri in advance ppl!!
maaf zahir batin..
all are forgiven.........

stronger

salam..2 weeks already since kuantan..it was great once in a while to experience new ambience there..not much different pon from here, but klu stressed out, bleh pegi beach..klu kt cni, de-stress dgn ape?something to ponder about..haha.

'life doesn't makes sense sometimes'
i heard dis somewhere..can't remember where..but it really meant something..yeah, i totally agree..once in a while or most of the time, it doesn't makes sense..depends on how we see it..it will make sense if we wanted it to be..to rationalize everything that has happened, eventhough it doesn't makes sense..we're only human, though!

Many unwanted, heart-breaking events happened for this past 2 months..hope to leave it behind for good..better move on with life..long way to go..long long journey and big big responsibilities coming the way..

and it always comes back to how we see life in our own perspective..to put it behind us, or to face it..lessons in life always makes us stronger every single day..

Ramadhan coming soon..time to replenish everything..start fresh for us muslims..seeking eternal love from the only One..
till then..

imaginary

heading to kuantan dis sunday for posting..for a week!huhu..at last some air to breathe.. been suffocated every single day at dis god forsaken place..haha..looking forward to the white sandy beaches n green emerald blue sea..as i have a very vivid imaginary thoughts, i presume..it's true actually after doing some personality brain test with prof. Krassanai from Chulalongkorn Universiti, Thai..i just knew that i am a very imaginary person..euww..just unnecessary imaginations bugging me all the time..if only i can imagine future..dat's not imagining they called it premonition or sumthing like dat..

an imaginary friend?o oh..;)

ok..just a little crap to share with the community..

salam..been awhile since my last post..almost a month has passed..everything that has happened has a reason, i frequently tell myself these days..godwilling, everything will turn fine at the end of the day,insyaallah..all we can do is bringing the best of us and pray hard to the only One..usaha, ikhtiar, doa n tawakal..there's always a way if we look harder..always..stay optimistic people!n smile always..
daa~
assalamualaikum.

a little bit of patience will do

what is with people behind the wheel these days? lack a bit of patience on the road, they are. people say personalities change when u're behind the wheel. cursing and horning (is this a word?anyway,) is actually a norm eventhough u're soft spoken off-road..they say.to me,we shouldn't be selfish.we are permitted to, once in a while, but not too often people..we have to think bout others.drivers should be more considerate,not giving highlights for no good reasons, using the emergency lane during bad traffic, no horning people around for being a second late when the light turns green..patience people please..manners does matter everywhere in the world..
yeah,dat's me against malaysian drivers..hehe
bout my l'il eeny beeny life that does not give effect to others..i had a reeeaallllly unfortunate week.
at least it's over cause i'm home!!dreading to go back tomorrow..u have no idea.lost count how many times i feel like running away from everything..looking back,it's not worth it..thank god for prof.monty douggal's talk thursday afternoon..i felt dis really weird happiness..maybe bacause he's a peadiatric dentist..he's from leeds..i really enjoyed the talk..and on friday, me n nawwal had therapy at klcc.yummy!the best therapy ever!food!(eventhough it's just a rootbeer float since jpa is not on our side rite now)
what i really need now is patience.a lot of it.feeling of trying yoga or any mind relaxing thingy.or hypnotical.anything.
daa~

the final chapter of the so-called sacred saga

salam..
it has been 2 alternately unfortunate-fortunate weeks since school has started..euw..now's the time of fulfilling clinical requirements,seminars n teaching clinics..kereje,kereje,kereje!!
don't wanna bore everyone with the academic stuff..

i'm going to dread every single day for the next ten months here..hopefully it will pass like a breeze..(u wish!breezy la sgt.i can foresee hurdles n bumps ahead)

i should be optimistic these days..

checklist of the year:
5 dentures
5 crowns
2 bridges
2 anterior endos
1 endo molar
numerous adult fillings
12 peads fissure sealants
12 peads fillings
4 peads extractions
2 pulpotomies
2 URAs
10 ortho screenings
40 oral health educations
4 adult fissure sealants
2 competency tests
elective project

dis is a fraction (apart from the assignments to hand in,seminars to prepare.. ) of what's going in my head dis year..really haunts me..all dis in less than a year to finish..ya allah,give me the strength n patience..aamin

really hoping everything will turn out just fine for me to complete the 5-year saga of my life here...then,we have much more time to think bout more important things in life..survival!

May Allah bless us all with good health throughout everything..