salam lebaran

it's 2 days to aidilfitri, n i'm still stuck in work..n 450 km away fr home..h-uh
catching d morning bus back tomorrow, n will be home by eve of eid..how convenient! that means no teary eyes fr kupas sekampit bawang merah for d raya dishes..hahaha(evil)..don't envy me siblings!blame my boss for it..hoping dat raya won't arrive early dis year, if yes, i'll be teary eyed for a completely different reason dis year..boohoo

the atmosphere in d clinic bit laid back today, as everybody's starting to take annual leaves and busy preparing for eid in 2 days.. i feel delighted today both of my denture patients got their dentures before raya!didn't promised to them though, but mr.ng n kak ernie (my dental technicians-the good ones)managed to pull it off in 3 days to process the denture despite of their heavy workload..hurrah to both of them for the perfectly fit dentures..
just love d smile of gratitude fr the patients upon receiving their dentures..

i love reading columns in the star, an today i read the star online, came across an interesting column 'the young once must believe in the young ones' (get it?) even before reading through, the title is self-explanatory..very interesting, the column coz, its basically bout nabil jeffri the 17 yr old who was given a huge opportunity to be the the youngest test driver in F1 history

on a lighter note, congrats to nawwal and pijol,their 1st baby born on the 7th of september..a healthy baby boy..alhamdulillah..
more better things to come dear nawwal..hik2..luv ya my roomie, n hafizul jr.!eheh
ok, that's all for now, i do hv a lot to say ae..
till then, assalamualaikum..
selamat hari raya aidilfitri everybody
maaf zahir batin..

ramadhan

we're halfway through ramadhan..alhamdulillah..can't wait for the last 10 nights where it's the best of all nights during the holy month..
listened to a ceramah last week about berpuase..saum (arabic)- sod-sabar, wau-waraq, miim-muhsin(ihsan) wut catches my attention is, d ihsan part- during ramadhan saidatina 'aisyah gives out sadaqah every moment..because every deed or ibadah will be doubled or even we gain bigger bigger rewards in life after..insyaallah..

early this month, went to BTN course, indeed an eye-opener for me literally, didn't slept throughout the series of lectures..it does effect the patriotism spirit in me..way too much sensitive issues and sometimes eerie to be heard..history is important people!it's how we shape the nation today..eventho i really suck in history during school..

yesterday was the big B-day..26 already huh? thanks to all dear friends n family, for the well wishes..

currently on playlist-maher zain thank you allah album

nothing much really..hv a great ramadhan everyone! may ramadhan brings out the best in us throughout the year!

defeated

salam everyone..

a bit(well actually not a bit)devastated coz germany didn't get to go the finals..but still, hands down, spain's game was flawless fr my point of view..
so for the sake of pleasant eyecandy for this time around for the finals (which i irrevocably refused to watch coz felt d heartache still aching fr dejection last nite)

eyecandy of d match: david villa and fernando torres..;p

fortunately, going home dis evening for movie outing with my two hermanas at home..yes, finally! eclipse is here...looking forward, hope the movie won't disappoint us readers plsss

been sighing all morning plus having a hangover dis very moment...sigh sigh sigh

currently attached to a book; enjoy your life by Dr. Muhammad Adb Al-Rahman Al-Arifi..when i first read it, thought it was a self-help book as the title implied but turns out it's a collection of short stories of our beloved Prophet Muhammad S.A.W. on his art of interaction with people..now i'm loving every second of reading d book..thanks to a good fren, it was a souvenior fr mekah..

googled the title of the book, n found:

"This is an exquisite collection of incidents from the life of the Prophet (S), stories from our Islamic Heritage, and thought-provoking anecdotes from the life of the author. The aim of the book is to train the reader to enjoy living his life by practicing various self-development and inter-personal skills. What is so compelling and inspiring about this book is that, in order to highlight the benefit of using social skills, the author draws from the lives of the Prophet (S) and his Companions."

it's around 600 pages, the book will be with me for some time =)

happy 1st birthday wafiq! aunty fae loves u soo much!
till then..i'm gonna miss this world cup season..especially somersaults fr mr.klose above..sigh~~

rainy season is coming..keep healthy people!
assalamualaikum

midyear mayhem

salam..

fren of mine popped up the BIG question dat makes me wonder and thinking for weeks..

what do u want to achieve in life?

simple, but tricky

ok, everyone shud have plans, so let's categorize into short term and long term goals, shall we?

The past 2 weeks were a mess, but spending time at home for a one week-break was a pleasant antidote for my bodyaches..
went window shopping with mama for my new room and choosing wallpapers>>reallly heart that...so currently the concept will be a combination of teal and brown colors...

can't wait for this robotic turned to zombie life to make a 360 degree turn.

considering the answer to the question above..one step at a time..

it's almost mid-year, n having sum mid year crisis as usual..when will it ever end?
d-uh

condolences to my really dear fren, ainsafian n family who just lost her father last week..my heart goes to u dear n may Allah bless his soul for eternity..

alhamdulillah our malaysians of the mavi marmara mayhem in gaza came back safely and lived to tell their story..

currently on playlist: out of reach, gabrielle (bridget jone's diary OST)

being productive

salam..
been really2 pre-occupied with lots of activities since my last post early april..

spotted; in kl for 2 weekends in a row
weekend no.1
-attending my ex-roomie's wedding at dewan perdana felda..congrats to ina n ramzul (all my love to u guys!) AMAZING!
-met up with fiza for her birthday treat n shoe hunting! love3! (eventually no shoes bought; my desired size was out of stock! urgh!)

weekend no.2
-went to klcc, picked up wristlet that was bought online (thnks carmen!)
-watched how to train ur dragon with bestie..AWESOME!
-delicious tea for two at delicious midvalley
-thinking of switching to bb storm fr my old htc touch pro..2 yrs is considered old in the gadget techs dept.! (but cant live without sliding qwerty keyboard)
-attended normah's wedding in muar (drove with tiya (close fren fr my alma mater))
-1st outing with baby wafiq n mommy wafiq n bestie at pavillion's theobroma chocolate for brunch!YUMMYLICIOUS sinfully multi-chocolate experience ever! (try to make it sound ultimately chocolaty delicious)



the following week, went for a website building course held by the IT dept of my JKN at penang island for 4-full-of-pening-mind challenging-for-a-challenged-IT-person like me..hmph,on the brightside, i developed a new talent at the age of 26!-i can inevitably build a website fr scratch! might be useful someday~

although felt guilty coz i really2 want to get transferred, but boss sent me for this course so i should be useful to my dept building a fresh new website..o god!
well, will get hands dirty for the website, n when the it is ready n running, then will voice out my wish to boss..

so far so good for a month alone since normah's getting hitched..except for a few paranoid moments everytime hearing random motorcycles halted in front the house..

i'll never be alone, Allah is always there for me. aaamiin..
till then..
assalamualaikum..

done for this week.

it's been 28 days since home..totally home-sick striken, good thing is m catching the bus this evening! here's to a wooonderrfull weekend coming..

update, able to scratch few movies fr my list, namely
the blind side (very touching)
hurt locker (works for me, war movie tp a more focused way of storytelling, tp my fren oon, wont agree!)
shutter island (great!great!great!)
alice in wonderland (3d effects was cool, bit dizzy though after coz the seats was too upfront!)~last minute tix
SATC been watching at HBO every wednesdays..even dah tgk complete sume season..

tentative this weekend :
1. facial and catching up with mama n sisters on friday (pre-booked by mama)
2. fresh flower hunting with ain n dina on saturday (for ain's wedding this may)
3. ina's wedding dinner saturday night at dewan perdana felda
4. meeting fiza for her birthday treat (squeeze into any day between)
5. if possible, some shopping, yes bestie?!nodding =)

looking dark outside..heavy rain coming..alhamdulillah..
8 hours till home..

today's pretty impulsive.

back fr work,the usual ritual,just chilling on sofa watching e.r,called bestie
then suddenly,
straight to movies after thinking bout it in a split second,
then bought michael buble's tour cd (wanted the cd for so longg)
stormed to kenny rogers for a quick dinner.starrvingg!
btw,movie dat i watched was remember me.with rob pats in it..(the reason why actually for this whole impulsive detour. oohhh,love2 the whole -rage character he played..n with a shocking ending,or not coz for sure someone will eventually die in a film like this..but still heart u rob pats!even pretty sure i'm YEARS older fr dat hearthrob!

can't wait for weekend with love coming april..going home..

movie fever

BIG fan of leo..needless to say, his acting seems effortless n very believable..my personal favourites include blood diamond (MOST FAV), the aviator, catch me if u can, the departed, the beach, revolutionary road, n of course what's eating gilbert grape, oohh n one more, romeo + juliet

can't wait for shutter island..leonardo+scorsese=phenomenal..most anticipated movie for me this 2010..

just been back fr home, spending the weekend with bestie, watched NINE, just looove musical films n with nicole kidman some more! well, just love love love marion coutillard, the protrayal of a woman of truly pure elegance and sophistication..she plays the loyal wife who sacrifices for her husband and holding on to her marriage despite of her husband's infidelity..
with kidman n coutillard in there, felt like a chanel combined dior ad..

oh yes, went to babyface live in kl..n dat was just awesome!well, i practically grew up with his songs..me n bestie were having so much fun singing along n hollering..n it's all worth the terrible traffic jam (friday evenings traffic was just mad) n the heavy rain..;) to end up the awesome nite, had late supper at kg. baru..we had this delicious bubur berlauk since we were starving..felt like forever since i was last there..

nevertheless, spending time with loved ones is incomparable with anything else in the world..couldn't agree more (imagine me nodding my big head n gleamiing)

till then
i'm out!

salam..
watched the news this evening, bout the 3-year old girl got killed after barbaric abuse by some random boyfren of mom??!!!c'mon, can't believe how primitive and inhumane these people were..the child was just start exploring the world, u can just stomp n kick her like she was an inanimate object..o god.. i'm so furious rite now.. i keep on punching down wrong letters while typing this...may whoever did that rot in h***, they must!!! al-fatihah to allahyarham adik syafia..

in a lighter note, dearest mom has some bogus ideas to remodel, yes, yet again micasa, dining area will elongate and become a breakfast terrace with french doors and white-framed windows, me n sisters will hv a new bathroom (yett to brainstorm) n the sort of guestroom downstairs will hv some light pink n brown wallpapers(bold stripes-which is my idea,n with polka dot curtains) n will be furnished lightly, clean-cut way..ooohh..cant wait!oh yes, hopefully our floorboards will change, well father will hv a say in dat later..hmmm..

visited my maksu at ampang, it's been ages since our last visit there, coz they always came over to our place..well because of my little cousin, harith aged 3, was down with a fever..poor little sunshine..

ok, there was, my once love, my c.steinbert piano at my aunt's living room..here's the story, 10 years ago, i gave up my love coz i was in boarding school, n like mama said, the piano just collected dust n not been played eversince..so she gave it to my aunt..n fortunately it has been in use fully by i can say rather talented cousin, mr.khalif aged 16 now, with style..he played few recent pieces by owlcity ,boys like girls n the fray..n i was awestrucked..so i tried to strike some chords, which i eventually sucked, hero which was rather is quite easy peasy for him n party in the usa, n once again, i was fallen back into my 1st love..c.steinbert..

the quite long weekend home will end soon, already felt soo heavy-hearted to go back north..
speaking of which, my to-do list back at work becoming longer day by day...oh, dear..
oh, yes, yesterday was maulidurrasul, salam maulidurrasul..

looking forward to positive-filled month of march, assalamualaikum..

Let it out missy!

The weekend equivalents to chores, these days dust is thickening up in a blink of an eye fr the last weekend..oh boy..apart fr vacuuming and distangling cobwebs, i made seafood carbonara n i can say, good job well done, bravo!

Watched Julie & Julia the other day (wonder why it hasn’t shown in cinemas here), n feel like cooking all day long..really loved the idea of the film, blogging n cooking simultaneously n have a full daytime job also! oh, how i wish i could manage that!

So i survived last long hols here and not at home (coz of work obligations of course; as if i was willing to waste precious time not to spent time with la familia back home)double sigh*..but really really can’t wait to be back home dis weekend..homesickness is hitting me again, pls hurry 5 days to come..

Just started to read back again, i picked a rather interesting and different fr my choice of genre, it’s a non-fiction paperback..n i m really excited to finish the book..quran and cricket by Farish A Noor, he originates fr Georgetown, and he writes through honesty and wit, had enjoyed the book so far..

So far, i’m pretty cool the thought of going to be completely by myself after my housemate’s moving out after she will be married in 2 mnths, but sometimes reality hits me in the face, n can i handle it? I hope so..positively sure alone-ness (refused to use loneliness-sounds waayy too pathetic) will be my 2nd bestfriend..sigh*

Enough of the whining missy! (i reminded myself always) whining takes all positivity out the window! N being positive n an opportunistic should be me! At least this blog serves it purpose for letting it all out..

As a fren had said to me, if everyday u have the will to wake up every morning to go to work, that means life isn’t that so bad..live life one day at a time..n u’ll be fine..(such a philosopher my fren is) hmmm..hope so

In any way or another Allah is my saviour and pillar to hold onto during good and bad times..
May goodness comes my way this time around..
Till then, assalamualaikum

mid-feb crisis

1 month gone fr 2010, how time just flies.
work is piling up..hmph
good news is lotsa bambinos coming this september..hehe..offsprings of peers
weather getting more n more erratic these days..up to 31 degrees n dat is in the surgery(supposed to be suhu bilik ok!)
everything seems to be drying up, moi eyes, cracked lips..have to pump ourselves with lotsa h20!!
nothing much hv been said or done for the past month.
on duty for on-call this long hols..sigh~fingers crossed for minimal or zero cases..
cant wait for march, babyface coming!

happy chinese new year! year of the tiger!roar!
n i'm out!
assalamualaikum