salam..
watched the news this evening, bout the 3-year old girl got killed after barbaric abuse by some random boyfren of mom??!!!c'mon, can't believe how primitive and inhumane these people were..the child was just start exploring the world, u can just stomp n kick her like she was an inanimate object..o god.. i'm so furious rite now.. i keep on punching down wrong letters while typing this...may whoever did that rot in h***, they must!!! al-fatihah to allahyarham adik syafia..

in a lighter note, dearest mom has some bogus ideas to remodel, yes, yet again micasa, dining area will elongate and become a breakfast terrace with french doors and white-framed windows, me n sisters will hv a new bathroom (yett to brainstorm) n the sort of guestroom downstairs will hv some light pink n brown wallpapers(bold stripes-which is my idea,n with polka dot curtains) n will be furnished lightly, clean-cut way..ooohh..cant wait!oh yes, hopefully our floorboards will change, well father will hv a say in dat later..hmmm..

visited my maksu at ampang, it's been ages since our last visit there, coz they always came over to our place..well because of my little cousin, harith aged 3, was down with a fever..poor little sunshine..

ok, there was, my once love, my c.steinbert piano at my aunt's living room..here's the story, 10 years ago, i gave up my love coz i was in boarding school, n like mama said, the piano just collected dust n not been played eversince..so she gave it to my aunt..n fortunately it has been in use fully by i can say rather talented cousin, mr.khalif aged 16 now, with style..he played few recent pieces by owlcity ,boys like girls n the fray..n i was awestrucked..so i tried to strike some chords, which i eventually sucked, hero which was rather is quite easy peasy for him n party in the usa, n once again, i was fallen back into my 1st love..c.steinbert..

the quite long weekend home will end soon, already felt soo heavy-hearted to go back north..
speaking of which, my to-do list back at work becoming longer day by day...oh, dear..
oh, yes, yesterday was maulidurrasul, salam maulidurrasul..

looking forward to positive-filled month of march, assalamualaikum..

Let it out missy!

The weekend equivalents to chores, these days dust is thickening up in a blink of an eye fr the last weekend..oh boy..apart fr vacuuming and distangling cobwebs, i made seafood carbonara n i can say, good job well done, bravo!

Watched Julie & Julia the other day (wonder why it hasn’t shown in cinemas here), n feel like cooking all day long..really loved the idea of the film, blogging n cooking simultaneously n have a full daytime job also! oh, how i wish i could manage that!

So i survived last long hols here and not at home (coz of work obligations of course; as if i was willing to waste precious time not to spent time with la familia back home)double sigh*..but really really can’t wait to be back home dis weekend..homesickness is hitting me again, pls hurry 5 days to come..

Just started to read back again, i picked a rather interesting and different fr my choice of genre, it’s a non-fiction paperback..n i m really excited to finish the book..quran and cricket by Farish A Noor, he originates fr Georgetown, and he writes through honesty and wit, had enjoyed the book so far..

So far, i’m pretty cool the thought of going to be completely by myself after my housemate’s moving out after she will be married in 2 mnths, but sometimes reality hits me in the face, n can i handle it? I hope so..positively sure alone-ness (refused to use loneliness-sounds waayy too pathetic) will be my 2nd bestfriend..sigh*

Enough of the whining missy! (i reminded myself always) whining takes all positivity out the window! N being positive n an opportunistic should be me! At least this blog serves it purpose for letting it all out..

As a fren had said to me, if everyday u have the will to wake up every morning to go to work, that means life isn’t that so bad..live life one day at a time..n u’ll be fine..(such a philosopher my fren is) hmmm..hope so

In any way or another Allah is my saviour and pillar to hold onto during good and bad times..
May goodness comes my way this time around..
Till then, assalamualaikum

mid-feb crisis

1 month gone fr 2010, how time just flies.
work is piling up..hmph
good news is lotsa bambinos coming this september..hehe..offsprings of peers
weather getting more n more erratic these days..up to 31 degrees n dat is in the surgery(supposed to be suhu bilik ok!)
everything seems to be drying up, moi eyes, cracked lips..have to pump ourselves with lotsa h20!!
nothing much hv been said or done for the past month.
on duty for on-call this long hols..sigh~fingers crossed for minimal or zero cases..
cant wait for march, babyface coming!

happy chinese new year! year of the tiger!roar!
n i'm out!
assalamualaikum