it's a very hard week for all of us in the faculty, our beloved Prof Ling Booi Cie had passed away on the 23rd..we will always remember his kindness and passionate teaching to us..it was really an honour to be students of a very respectful man,all the condolences to his family..we will never forget you..

two of people i'd known died of lymphoma, my dear arwah paklong and Prof Ling..
it's been almost 2 years since paklong had been gone, suffered from lymphoma for a year..he was a very good man..thank you paklong!

salam aidilfitri

salam..

it's almost a week after 1st of syawal..tp puase enam tk wat lg..huhu..kena settlekn gak soon!

been at muar for 2 days visiting relatives, drove all the way to jb!!seb baik tk msk singapore je..haha

it feels good to hear about everybody else's stories besides mine..there's a whole lot of other things to figure out compared to my eenny beeny problems..pheww..but the downside is, semuorg suruh mntk posting kat johor..plss..nooo..sgt jauh k dr mama...='( (yes, i am still a cry baby at heart)

m not the fan of musicals or theatres,tp really keen on anything that's live on stage..so been planning to watch p.ramlee the musical..it will be a blast i presume..because dear datuk siti's there (a bit bias here,my bad =))

the last time i went to istana budaya was in 2004, because of datuk siti too, watched gema zafana..was really2 great!!rase cam nk berzapin..really2..dh la ade all sorts of zapin..in different speed lagi!!watched dgn nawwal(as always), ina n fatin...feels like ages ago,but it was just 3 years back..

tak bagi any compliments yet to both our angkasawan, here goes to dr. sheikh muszaphar n of course, dr.faiz, CONGRATULATIONS!! make us proud! it gives me a feeling of a strange kind of patriotism here..proves that anything is possible if we put our whole heart n soul to..determination is the key..fr blast off to touchdown, all malaysians will stand proud for both of u!!

SALAM AIDILFITRI

MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

ramadhan~syawal

dh lame tk post entries here..

since eizza, my l'il sis dpn computer 24/7 post-upsr die..i haven't had a chance at all!
n i have no intention at all nk pegi any CC kt campus tuh..

it's the fasting month, holy month of ramadhan..eventhough dah 24 days of ramadhan..counting the days for eidulfitr already, lailatulqadar must not be forgotten guys.. the 10 final nights of ramadhan, looking forward by muslims in the whole world..
spending most of ramadhan berbuke puase di kg. baru, terawih prayers at masjid kg. baru too..

can u imagine??even last day of puase pon ade kelas lagi...the following day dh syawal..thank god my home's just around the corner..not really corner la, kena lalu federal,npe etc2..can imagine the traffic that evening...kena pack up some dates n water be4 balik nnt..keep in mind..

just seen dr.atika's fotopages of her wedding day..tibe2 rase bestnye ade wedding..it was really breathtaking..can't wait for my big day nnt..o oh..dah imagining ridiculous things dah ni..for the reception, lotsa lotsa flowers...i'm thinking off-white colour theme..hmm..how bout garden style?my mom sure sokong nye..hehe..ooopss, focus2!! not now la kn..wedding2 ni,we KIV 3 years nnt? ;p

ok, dh mengarut dh entry ni..
anyway, to muslims, selamat menghabiskn hari2 terakhir berpuase..
happy eidulfitri in advance ppl!!
maaf zahir batin..
all are forgiven.........

stronger

salam..2 weeks already since kuantan..it was great once in a while to experience new ambience there..not much different pon from here, but klu stressed out, bleh pegi beach..klu kt cni, de-stress dgn ape?something to ponder about..haha.

'life doesn't makes sense sometimes'
i heard dis somewhere..can't remember where..but it really meant something..yeah, i totally agree..once in a while or most of the time, it doesn't makes sense..depends on how we see it..it will make sense if we wanted it to be..to rationalize everything that has happened, eventhough it doesn't makes sense..we're only human, though!

Many unwanted, heart-breaking events happened for this past 2 months..hope to leave it behind for good..better move on with life..long way to go..long long journey and big big responsibilities coming the way..

and it always comes back to how we see life in our own perspective..to put it behind us, or to face it..lessons in life always makes us stronger every single day..

Ramadhan coming soon..time to replenish everything..start fresh for us muslims..seeking eternal love from the only One..
till then..

imaginary

heading to kuantan dis sunday for posting..for a week!huhu..at last some air to breathe.. been suffocated every single day at dis god forsaken place..haha..looking forward to the white sandy beaches n green emerald blue sea..as i have a very vivid imaginary thoughts, i presume..it's true actually after doing some personality brain test with prof. Krassanai from Chulalongkorn Universiti, Thai..i just knew that i am a very imaginary person..euww..just unnecessary imaginations bugging me all the time..if only i can imagine future..dat's not imagining they called it premonition or sumthing like dat..

an imaginary friend?o oh..;)

ok..just a little crap to share with the community..

salam..been awhile since my last post..almost a month has passed..everything that has happened has a reason, i frequently tell myself these days..godwilling, everything will turn fine at the end of the day,insyaallah..all we can do is bringing the best of us and pray hard to the only One..usaha, ikhtiar, doa n tawakal..there's always a way if we look harder..always..stay optimistic people!n smile always..
daa~
assalamualaikum.

a little bit of patience will do

what is with people behind the wheel these days? lack a bit of patience on the road, they are. people say personalities change when u're behind the wheel. cursing and horning (is this a word?anyway,) is actually a norm eventhough u're soft spoken off-road..they say.to me,we shouldn't be selfish.we are permitted to, once in a while, but not too often people..we have to think bout others.drivers should be more considerate,not giving highlights for no good reasons, using the emergency lane during bad traffic, no horning people around for being a second late when the light turns green..patience people please..manners does matter everywhere in the world..
yeah,dat's me against malaysian drivers..hehe
bout my l'il eeny beeny life that does not give effect to others..i had a reeeaallllly unfortunate week.
at least it's over cause i'm home!!dreading to go back tomorrow..u have no idea.lost count how many times i feel like running away from everything..looking back,it's not worth it..thank god for prof.monty douggal's talk thursday afternoon..i felt dis really weird happiness..maybe bacause he's a peadiatric dentist..he's from leeds..i really enjoyed the talk..and on friday, me n nawwal had therapy at klcc.yummy!the best therapy ever!food!(eventhough it's just a rootbeer float since jpa is not on our side rite now)
what i really need now is patience.a lot of it.feeling of trying yoga or any mind relaxing thingy.or hypnotical.anything.
daa~

the final chapter of the so-called sacred saga

salam..
it has been 2 alternately unfortunate-fortunate weeks since school has started..euw..now's the time of fulfilling clinical requirements,seminars n teaching clinics..kereje,kereje,kereje!!
don't wanna bore everyone with the academic stuff..

i'm going to dread every single day for the next ten months here..hopefully it will pass like a breeze..(u wish!breezy la sgt.i can foresee hurdles n bumps ahead)

i should be optimistic these days..

checklist of the year:
5 dentures
5 crowns
2 bridges
2 anterior endos
1 endo molar
numerous adult fillings
12 peads fissure sealants
12 peads fillings
4 peads extractions
2 pulpotomies
2 URAs
10 ortho screenings
40 oral health educations
4 adult fissure sealants
2 competency tests
elective project

dis is a fraction (apart from the assignments to hand in,seminars to prepare.. ) of what's going in my head dis year..really haunts me..all dis in less than a year to finish..ya allah,give me the strength n patience..aamin

really hoping everything will turn out just fine for me to complete the 5-year saga of my life here...then,we have much more time to think bout more important things in life..survival!

May Allah bless us all with good health throughout everything..

was like a dream

today was unbelievable.

i feel unbelievably shocked cikgu rosli harun telah kembali kepada-Nya at 7.40 a.m. he was my teacher at school..taught me french..arwah had hypertension..leading to a burst aneurysm..he's young..al-fatihah..all my condolences to arwah's family..

monday is schoolday for me.after a 6-week so-called break,it was unbelievably short.now it comes to an end.i don't favour going back.at all.huh

obsession

my mom's biggest obsession is her garden n the house
well,as a homemaker,i rest my case..we're hearing lots n lots of "mama nk tuka cat ni la-boring""mama nk suruh org dtg tambah ini la,itu la""nk ganti rumput baru la" n moving furniture around is her most favourite pastime..we couldn't avoid her from going to living quarters n ikea every chance she have kalau my father returns home...haha,he can't say no kn~

yesterday,went to sg.buloh with my mom..nk carik rumput katenye so we went there as early as possible..after purchasing 200 pieces of grass pieces,yeaa-200!,i thought of heading straight home,of course being MAMA,absolutely not going to resist visiting a few nurseries there..A FEW?!~almost all nurseries actually! (dat was a really long walk,really2)LOVE U MAMA!!

anything to make my mother happy~won't risk it! actually quite nice strolling across the millions and millions of flowers there..my mom's face was gleaming all the way-see how the greenery gives that kind of effect to people?if properly nurtured n everything..(yes,same with humans)

then,on the way home we went pass Hospital Sg.Buloh just near by the nurseries~out of the blue my mom blurted "why don't mntk posting kt cni"..as usual agree je la with her..then she added "senang nanti, mama pesan je beli bunga kt cni everytime u blk rumah"..u see how obsessed my mom is? well actually the love for nature n greens ni is in our blood (i doubt it in my blood~suke indulge je bunge2 ni tp tk reti nk jage) arwah granny n arwah paklong will spend most of the time at the garden je..more than in the house!

well, for me, i don't have any obsessions..hmmm..yeah no.full stop.
being obsessed to achieve sumthing is good in some sort of angle.it gives u the drive.
but hands down, i prefer being only average..not good eh..
being average is fine in a way.when what we're done is the best that we could do.

have said.
aios amigo!(amigo?)

sumthing to share with (very inspiring song by dewa_hadapi dgn senyuman)

nicely done it!

final instalment of spiderman dh tgk(they say tk nk wat sequel dh,they say la~tp klu nk wat,i don't mind)
today sunday may 6th, wedding kak azlina, my senior at school dulu~yeay! Congrats to her menamatkan zaman bujangnye,,hehe so as usual me n the clan (dina ain makwin (as always)) kena la attend!!

oh yee..tgk mr.spidey hari tu kt mid valley..the tix 12 rggt,nawwal dpt 6 rggt (student card does the trick~tp org jual tiket tu sceptical je tgk kad matrik yg usang tuh..haha~5 thn k ktrg nih menua kt ukm tuh)..euww..me biah n nawwal..the movie was great as expected..tp org2 dlm panggung tu annoyed ngn ktrg?! ade la some funny lines n gestures si tobey tu tunjuk he's dark side~which in my opinion sgtt CUTE n WITTY when's he's peter parker la dgn the good charlotte look-i like!!(nawwal punye pendapat)~we laughed appropriately k,tetibe ade org bg the look kt ktrg..who cares?to add lg,ade kiddies dok tepi nawwal,at the middle of the story tetibe nk balik n tk suke spiderman?haha-mcm2.

after the movie,sprti biase lapar n nk bergosip ngn biah so ktrg mkn kt k*****,semue mntk plain chilled water~die bg papercup je..euh,terok tol..bkn compliment k!!ni like nk mkn main meal ni..tercekik nnt sape nk jwb??ade yg kena wat hemlic manoeuvre ni kang..~terok2.

dat day was fun sbb lps tu dina dtg, nk shopping beli wedding gift tuk kak azlina..mase tuh ktrg narrowed into 2 choices- stylo vase which fab ckp chic n a coffeemaker which is more practical kate ain..then dat left us to decide~n the coffee maker IT IS!!

speaking of kak azlina,die kakak dorm mase ktrg form 1 kt skool dulu..satu dorm ni form 1 tetibe die form 4 kena jage dak2 form 1 ni..that was US la..at the beginning igt k.azlina sgt la garang orgnye..but then sebenarnye she's just doing her duty..siape tk takut ngn senior kn mase form 1 dulu..rupenye die sgt sporting n kelakar..lps tu die simpan lg gmbr2 mase kt dorm dulu,which die ltk kt frenster die-sentimental juge orgnye!!

CONGRATULATIONS to kak azlina n hubby!!

ok~bnyk sgt merepek nih
nk carik buku the secret,it's out of stock!!euh

green li'l me

sgt suke layout yg green n so nature loving nih..
tema minggu ni adelah peace and tranquility..
hope to achieve dat in dis following days sbb feel like crap these days..
surely tk inherit those green fingers fr my mom n arwah granny..jadi melayan tumbuh2an di garden for the soothing effect not working k..

not in the mood nk spill out anything today..

gloomy :'(

wha-

a week has passed.

i am bored to the max.

3 weeks to go.

currently listening to katherine mcphee,marcell and kaer. (h-uh?soothing)

reading a book by cecelia ahern-ps, i love you. (not really a page turner but it's sweet) no choice actually ni je buku kt rumah yg blom dibace (ajim's)

entering all the contests in female mag. hope to win the vera wang perfume, averine pen- eyeliner n nine west shoes!!plus a bonia watch~anything goes really..plss...i want to win something!

watched national treasure numerous times.nicholas cage rocks!haha~nawwal sure geleng kepale.

unable to download heroes episode 19.sucks.

will watch spiderman 3.tp ticket tk book lg,nk book pki net je,2 days be4?definitely not on the premiere day.

hate crowded places,so not going to watch spidey on may 1st(labour day),will book on the 2nd.

went picnic at tmn wetland putrajaya. with dina ain n makwin.very fun indeed.

LONG LIVE THE KING!! (pertabalan Sultan Mizan~loved the permaisuri's choice of colour for her kebaya.nice.)

fini.

the anticipation is killing me!!

did i tell u of blogging like no other's business dis holidays?owh,oh no.ok,i'm going to blog like mad!!hahahaha.since tkde keje sgt other than antar n amik eizza pegi skola,n not being a full-time couch potato (i doubt the potato part,no potatoes allowed ok?)

dis is one of my anticipations of the year!!minus harry potter n the order of phoenix..bile bleh book tickets ni for mr.spidey nih??..m not a fan of tobey or dunst either..tp the CGI n the effects really turns me on!!storyline is cliche,as usual..but not this time i think..bad side of spiderman?COOL!!but really, i like d original suit much better!!

td surf tuk gmbr yg seblh ni tetibe trnmpk trailer potter 5th edition..ok,movie die kluar like in july..so we keep the anticipation later..hahaha..pottermania coming up!!the book is not as convincing to me as the goblet of fire n half-blood prince,tp the trailer looks pretty good..tp umbridge tu cam indah la sket,not froggy-like sgt..anyway,radcliffe got a haircut,to make him younger fr his age,fine with me..

shout out to nawwal~how's the robinsons?..sile tgk heroes tu habiskn back-to-back!ok2,i'm poisoning ppl tgk heroes dh ni..semue housemates dh kena!!hahaha.can't get enough can we?tk download lg nih..

alrite,can't wait for the weddings n graduations dis year to attend..BIG CONGRATS to sesiape yg berkenaan!

what a relief!

Alhamdulillah, now m entering a new chapter in my life as a final year student..(phew!finally..)really2 nervewrecking moment that friday evening with the rain pouring n thunder roaring outside our faculty...waiting one by one our dearest dean saying out loud our names whether we're able to step to the final year as a dental student..(close one!)

amat2 lah bersyukur because able to pull everything off and finally reached dis stage..it's a big wonder...feels like it's been ages since i felt as a freshie there learning basic anatomy then now can be able to treat patients..big WOW there!!hahaha..not seeing any of this coming..euh,but that's what it takes to be a dentist someday..

actually bnyk nk diperkatekn at the back of my head ni sebnrnye but di kala2 tggu results n the LIST last week..(can u imagine?last paper was on tuesday,viva list dh kuar esok harinye..n on friday final results dh dpt..)like mad kitorang ni tggu kt kr baru inspite of all the rumours about the results~klu lame lagi,we can get mad really~semue bende nk diblogkan dh hilang..

enough with the academic -related thingy..this is my to-do list dis following one month break:

1. to watch spiderman 3 ~can't wait!!
2. to download heroes episode 19 n seterusnye
3. to continue with the cara hidup sihat regime as proposed by miss opot..(haha)
4. to go for sushi outing with dina and ain
5. to plan much more ONAR plans with dina
6. to watch much lotsa lotsa tele..hahahaha..
7. start searching for journals at UM library for my elective project..huhu..i dread dis one~holiday is holiday no education related puhlease~since our supervisor insisted for us to hand in the journals 2 weeks after naik cuti,can't argue with dat can we?since the co-supervisor is uhm..u-know-who rite nawwal?gives me goosebumps just thinking bout it..~shiver~ hahahaha

ok,ain dah ade entry baru..panjang tk?hahahaha..(panjang la sgt)

owh,i've watched dis team medical dragon (japanese series~i'm not a fan of japanese series,but i highly recommend dis one) sgt2 menarik siap ade illustrations and less jargons lg..synopsis sket..basically bout cardiac surgery n malpractice n everything in between..plus batista?i doubt dat procedure really~but hey,who cares if a hot surgeon is doing it?~believe me he's really hot,tak tau name die ape-but the taichi thingy n the non-sterile look..really sizzles..hahahaha-

till then..daa~

salam..exams are just around the corner..m having adrenaline rushes dah ni..hope everything will turn fine..dis coming weeks..exams starting on the 2nd..3 weeks of exam
these are my 7 papers dis semester:

1. orthodontics (about moving teeth around)
2. operative (about fillings, root canals n kiddies' dentition)
3. prosthodontics (about dentures, crowns, bridges n eveything in between)~tough one mate!
4. oral pathology and medicine (diseases in the mouth,oral histology a.k.a cells etc)
5. oral surgery (about pulling teeth n reconstructing bones of the face n wisdom teeth)
6. periodontics (about gums, pockets and the notorious plaque)
7. dental public health (includes social behavioural science, prevention n education n how to brush ur teeth!)

well, that's just a l'il description bout wut it's all about..u wouldn't believe how thick our notes is..ring file yg paling tebal tu pon tk muat tau!hahaha..not to mention ade like clinical exams, competency tests, clinical requirements to fulfill etc etc..

thankfully, we have a study week be4 sitting for the exam..at least..

everyone else will be sitting for the final year exam..(my other frens in other courses) but me?just going to step into my final year..insya-Allah..AAAmin...

ok,till then..after the exams kott...

i got tagged!

ok, i've been tagged by ms nawwal here to blog bout 6 weird things..ok,there's more than 6 i presume..no doubt there!haha

in the Codes it says: RULES: People who are tagged should write a blog post of 6 weird things about them as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names..here are the most weird things

1. i don't eat nuts, any kind of nuts dat is cooked with anything else..(in nasi, bubur,chocolates etc) nuts only~ok with me!
2. hate public toilets (no offense)
3. tv freak i am, i watch almost everything on tv with a handful of characters in a series~heroes, lost, one tree hill, grey's anatomy, CSI, smallville, arrested development.. the list goes on..
4. still studying in the most eccentric faculty on the whole planet (refer to nawwal et al.) trust me,u dont want to go there
5. food-related again~no nangka or tapai or mixed vege..owh puhlease
6. i'm quite a reserved person, whereas most of my frens are loud n fun! (i think-is that weird enough?haha)

there goes the six weird things..haha

yet another week

yeay!!another weekend has arrived,m really glad workload berkurang (hehe,berkurang la sgt~but at least!)alhamdulillah..dh present the thingy to Dr. Ajeet,as usual sgt supportive..(u're the BEST!)..dateline proposal postponed for another 2 weeks..~another reason to pile things up to the last minute(procrastinate is so not cool,faie!)

ok,maybe to speed things up sket cause waiting up for me,2 competency tests next week..back-to-back..(sgt bijak menyusun schedule nih),anyway life must go on with some poise..(i bet it!)

sbnrnye bkn nk whine psl all d tight schedule n everything..the main purpose of this post ni sbnrnye nk cite sket,last week me n my fellow colleagues have won BEST VIDEO n BEST BROCHURE utk some table clinic competition by colgate..(2 out of 3 categories ktrg menang!!believe it or not..)sgt2 suke n bangge coz titik peluh penat jerih tlh diambil kire n we actually won 2 hampers n 2 piala pusingan..haha,gr8 victory it was..nicely done it!upload gmbr sket to share with y'all..

actually bende2 ni for our audio-visual aids for the dental public health thingy,to increase awareness among the public,knowledge,blablabla..

that's bout it..

shout out to ain:
really impress dgn terms yg ko pickup tuh,not bad..haha,reallyBIG THANKS,AIN!melayan aku tiap mggu...if anything kind of help or ANYTHING WHATSOEVER,m arms wide open..feel free..igtkn aku bout the dvd!~nk post comment kt ur blog,tp asyik je tk kuar..

ok.
end.

let's get prosperous!

it's pouring outside..n it's really cold..(sedapnye klu tarik selimut nih,sure my mom tk approve),it's been raining since saturday..nothing much to do dis holidays..(minus the humungous workload on my desk~not really desk la,only literally)hahaha..it keeps on loading..actually need to work out the proposal thingy elective project-related, the minor oral surgery presentation; both with nawwal..both due by the end of this week..great!just the holiday i needed..

need to pen-off here,makwin called nak pegi midvalley (makwin yg amat sibuk as a carrier woman-ssh nj dpt off fr the jpa office)..teman makwin jap n ain..thinking of nk tgk movie..

ok then, happy chinese new year to all the chinese peeps out there!have a prosperous year ahead..bubye!

my sanctuary

salam..since a while not posting around ere..not much really to spill out..m at home,spending my weekends..it really feels good just to be at home..like eveything will get better after the week..dat is why kena blk rumah every weekend..kind of therapy for me..my sanctuary when anything feels so wrong , just looking at my mom's face really makes my day...m sitting on my bed with my feline fren sleeping on my lap..this means serenity to me..home, family, friends..things worth living for..being able to wake up on weekend mornings give me a sense of tranquility n happiness to see the faces u love most under one roof!feels really2 good to me..yeah,sounds a bit conservative here..well,that's me..hehe..okie,till then..

i like..

hey,i really favour this one mate!semuorg tau nih,the show's about the usual senior high school life..yada yada..it goes on..but m addicted to the show since season 1..a l'il bit vain kn?who bothers?anyway,just luv it!lagi2 lucas..real heartbreaker..as dina says,idung ala2 melayu gitu..tk cm omputih sgt..sbnrnye the cite only revolves around them je,tp skrg a bit twisted..to spice things up kot..enjoyed the pretty faces, n the storyline ok jugak laa...can't stop watching..skrg dh nk msk season 4..dh msk lame dh pon..m outdated sket sbb kt msia tkde lg..slalu dina jd supplier tuk season2 baru nih,since she's home dh frm ozzie,dh tkde supplier.nk dl dr net,sgt lame ok,sgt lembab di cni..haha,xpe2 just tggu tv kt cni kuarkn season baru..berjanggut la nmpk nye..tkpe,it's worth the long wait..ade gak bace synopsis sket2 kt web,kate brooke's pregnant n nathan ngn haley survived the crash..thank goodness..m really thrilled..(sorryla, tgk cite nih jadik so emotional)haha.me being me..ok for now,m out!

and today is..

salam..today is friday..my most FAVOURITE day in the week..have u ever wake up in the morning of any given friday, and really had good feelings the moment u open your eyes..well, i do almost every friday..eventhough going through a hectic week,i feel fantasticly great..such wonders fridays can bring us right?alhamdulillah, we survive another friday dis week..as usual,like every other day, pretty tight schedule..ptg ni pon ade kelas lg..euh.. there goes my friday afternoon..anyway,esok baru bleh blk rumah since mlm ni ade kind of group discussion..euh..sumthing to look forward to..(i mean going HOME of course,not the discussion thingy)..need to utilise dis weekend thinking of what i should do bout elective project-related with nawwal..we can pull dis thing together, nawwal!!on top of that,kena prepare for our M.O.S presentation nawwal..take note that too..impress our no.1 Dr.Ajeet..enjoy assisting him yesterday..hoohoo..okie..till nxt time

salam maal hijrah~a new kick start

actually nye skrg dh 4th of muharram..tp nk jgk post this entry..sbnrnye dh nk post one entry on the really big day on the 1st itself..but then tetibe vanish post tuh n unable to connect blk..just wanna wish all the muslims happy new year..now,this is the really2 real new year for us..1428..may better days ahead us this year..insya-Allah..may all of us are blessed with better health n rezeki all year long, n always with Allah's love and protection dunia dan akhirat..aamin..

better days to come

hi there! m back..having my holidays for a week (i hardly have any my entire year)

i thought of having a great start for my so-called holiday, the previous weekend attending ny ex-school reunion at PD..turns out i had some fun, despite of only 2 hours of sleep the saturday night..stuffing ourselves with the carboned food from the bbq,(no offense to anyone-the thing keeps burning to fire)revealing stories from each other by the beach..well,only less than half of us showed up, that was no surprise of course-since everyone has their own responsibilities at home, but some of us really give some effort n support to our batch 97-01..memories remain..of course we only share stories we want to hear n avoiding the ones that give us regrets, but there are a million of things i regret the most in my life, n the biggest regrets are surely best buried n not digged rite?

but of course it will always haunt us forever n it really2 hurts, give us scars that can't be removed for our entire life, n who cares? let bygone be bygone..

euh,not a good entry for a blog rite?anyway noone bothers, i m the only one who reads dis crap anyway n nawwal maybe if she's not busy wif her phone now,(jgn mara nawwal-it's MY blog)

so, here is a picture of some of us who showed up during the weekend at PD..me,ain,makwin n dina dh balik mase ni,kena kejar mase sket,ain jadi model auction pcfair kt uia..anyway no point of me staying there for long pon, :( once these are my schoolmates during our hingusan times..hahaha..no regrets,babe!

m planning really, to correct some issues,once m really close to, been avoiding it for so long now,that was the bad bad things i did, but really2 had 2nd thoughts bout it dis moment..maybe it is better to leave it and let it scar, or to make it heal for better days to come..no idea really

ok,till then,nothing crappier than this entry anyway,haha

baby sis~baby no more

been doing some thinking lately (with this not-so rationalised brain.hahaha) my baby sis,my dear eizza, turned 12 ,21st dec baru nih.
me n my mom n my other sis threw a birthday bash for her (konon nk celebrate die turn 12,but actually upon her request kt my father,buat la jugak kn) everything's on her call,including the menu, games, invitations n stuff, semue die yg decide..then i realise, my l'il sis dah besar!dh sgt besar,even her messenger lg funky than mine..euh!haha,just nk cite really2 enjoy her company n azimah's of course (no offence, ajim!) ade je bende die nk merepek, from her endless hours dpn pc, (download la semue bende kann..request je latest lagu ape nk,mesti die ade) smpi her favourite books (sgt2 suke membace nih,buku nilam tu tk cukup2), fc- manchester tuh .. eizza, jgn besar cpt sgt kot..haha, anyway,m proud of her n azimah of course! (at this moment, ajim tgh study tuk driving licence die, baru abis spm-since die tk dpt plkn,sumthing to celebrate bout kn)haha.till then..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AYAH(8/12),MAMA(22/12),EIZZA(21/12),AJIM(17/12)
it's a combo!luv ya' XOXO
oh,yeah one more,happy new year!2007, may better things happen!PROSPERITY!

all good things

Honestly what will become of me
I don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
We missed everything daydreaming

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end

Travelling I always stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets it and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why

And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day until the feeling went away
And the clouds were dropping and the...
The rain forgot how to bring salvation
The dogs were whistling a new tune barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die


all good things (come to an end) by nelly furtado


hi there.since this is my 1st ever post, on this very fine day..just heard this song,lyrics too into deep dont u think?
starting this blog really is one of the biggest effort from someone named faie,rite nawwal?trust me, m not good in anything that involves verbal or in written form to get some thoughts off this rusty mind, unlike some people i know..anyway,because of no one will even bother to check out my blog, with all the major considerations in my head~finally my own blog!hahaha.
salam aidiladha.no pain no gain.daa..